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New Year, New train of thought

January 23rd, 2010 -- Posted in BBW, life | No Comments »

I keep telling you all I won’t disappear and I’m back for good but that never happens. Every time I go on a trip I get behind and I usually don’t have internet so it’s hard to keep you updated on what’s going on. OK so I went through a little depression patch which I blogged about but it got a little heavier in the following weeks because my year has started out oh so well lol. I didn’t even make it to midnight on New Year’s before I fell asleep so no New Year’s kiss for me. Bummer! I wasn’t feeling very well but in the few days that followed I got really sick with a sore throat and a cold. My birthday was on the 6th and not only was I spending it sick, I was spending it sick in a bed in Vegas! :( I did get to shoot MsDawnP before I got sick though then she ended up sick as well and missed work :( I promised to finish Samantha Slopes site for her before the end of January but I wasn’t getting it done as fast as I would have liked due to sickness and no internet….. It’s almost completely finished and there are new updates up so go check it out! Just finishing up some links like a new blog and an updated bio.I shot a few sets of pics in Vegas even though I was sick I knew I needed to get them done to keep you all updated :) Didn’t complete my Valentine’s set yet but I’m working on it. I also bought a gym membership so I will be making a New Year’s resolution of going to the gym regularly and posting no more depression blogs on my blog. Sometimes I forget this isn’t just a personal blog for my thoughts. It’s a new year and even though it hasn’t started out that great I am going to try and make the best of it.
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I woke up this morning

November 22nd, 2008 -- Posted in dream, life, sorrow, unknown | 2 Comments »

I woke up this morning after having a bad dream that’s making me feel a little strange today. The dream started with me looking very frail and sickly as well as continuously throwing up. I was in the doctors office and he came in to tell me that I had terminal cancer and would only be able to live a few more days. Most people would go do things they always wanted to do and things they were afraid of doing for fear of getting hurt, but not me, no I decided to go back through everyone in my past that I’d ever broke their heart or done something mean to and apologize for it. The thing is it had nothing to do with being forgiven. None of the people in my dream held anything against me and I’ve never been intentionally mean to anyone so it was basically me needing to get the sorriness off my chest. I’m not sure what this dream means. I haven’t done anything recently that I’m not proud of and I’m sure I haven’t done anything to hurt anyone. The craziest thing is I woke up feeling like a bad person. I hate that. Sometimes if I’m really angry in my dreams I’ll wake up super angry in the morning for no reason. I’ve even caught myself waking up crying in my sleep. Dreaming is such an amazing reaction. I guess I’ll have to try to figure out what last nights dream is supposed to mean. Maybe I am just stressed and feeling out of control of everything in my life. *Shrugs* who knows.

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