Shameless Angel

This is an interview I did for Don Carlos for his blog you can catch his blog at www.doncarlosgallery.com

Don Carlos: Thank you so much for taking the time to talk to us, Angel.

Shameless Angel: My pleasure, Don Carlos

DC: Not a lot of people know this, but it was actually your suggestion that started this Gallery. So I apologize if you start getting email now saying “Aha, so it’s your fault!”

SA: I’ll never allow you to let me take credit for your blog, everything on this blog is yours and yours alone. You’ve done all the work and get all the credit and I don’t think anyone could hate you

DC: I know you keep quite busy…can you give us an idea of what you are currently working on?

SA: Well right now as I’m working on this interview, I am sitting relaxing after a long day of shooting Synsuous BBW. I spend most of my time being a photographer, webmaster and a small part of webmodeling. I also own a store called NoMoreGrannyPanties.com that I am currently in the process of revamping.

DC: Do you always keep up such a hectic schedule?

SA: Yes I am always working on something. Usually my schedule consists of traveling and shooting models and myself for about 2 or 3 weeks then heading home where I go through and photoshop all the pictures and then proceed to update the websites. I may get about a day off then I’m on the road again after about 3 weeks at home. In between I pick up a few websites and work on them. I’ve also recently started webcamming on www.justbbwcams.com as well as doing phone sex on www.niteflirt.com.

DC: Looking back, have you always been a multi-tasker even when you were younger?

SA: I’ve always been an overachiever and a perfectionist. In high school, I remember being a part of everything and was always busy so I guess I’d have to say yes.

DC: So where are you originally from?

SA: I’m originally from Mississippi, then I moved to Mobile, AL where I went to college and stayed until Hurricane Katrina. I then moved to California a year after.

DC: And who gave you the red hair, Mom or Dad? LOL

SA: Is the LOL because you know I’m not a natural redhead , I am naturally blonde hair and blue eyes, while my dad has black hair and brown eyes and my mom is a natural redhead with brown eyes.

DC: Give us an idea of what it was like growing up there…

SA: I grew up in a small town where everyone knows who you are and everyone waves. I had a great childhood and a wonderful family. The south really has alot of hospitality.

DC: Pretty good student?

SA: Always, I graduated top of my class and made all As all my life.

DC: What kind of career were you shooting for?

SA: I went to college for an engineering degree, I wanted to be a researcher and a chemist so I tried Chemical Engineering, I never finished unfortunately and settles for an Associates degree in Mathematics.

DC: What were some of the jobs you held after schooling?

SA: I interned at NASA for a bit, then worked customer service at AT&T then an accountant. Nothing interesting lol not until I started filming porn.

DC: Did you enjoy it at all?

SA: Nah I probably liked accounting the most because I like math and solving problems. I hated customer service, the negativity can make you depressed.

DC: What made you start to think about an adult modeling career?

SA: I liked taking pictures and thought I was pretty but couldn’t break into modeling because i was fat and not tall enough. I started just doing erotic nude then topless and it progressed eventually to masturbation and fetish. I still do not do hard core.

DC: Was it one thing in particular that made you say go or more like a gradual process?

SA: I just did it there wasn’t much thinking about it. I never thought about it and never regretted it.

DC: So take us through your first modeling assignment ever…did it live up to expectations?

SA: Hmm my first was a local photographer named Steven in Mississippi, he became one of my great friends, there were no expectations but the pics turned out great.

DC: What was it like seeing yourself in pictures like that for the first time?

SA: I always find a few pictures I like and think I look good in but still to this day I cringe a little at some of my pictures

DC: How long was it before you got the opportunity for your own site?

SA: Not long I was only taking pics for a few months before I started my site.

DC: Did you go into it with the intent of learning about and doing more than just your site?

SA: NOpe never, I just wanted to do my site and make a few extra bucks from it then I started learning a little at a time now I do everything pretty much myself.

DC: What are your favorite kinds of shoots to do?

SA: I love dressing up in vinyl and doing fetish shoots but I also love outdoor bikini shoots. I live in a bikini in the summer.

DC: Do you enjoy doing shoots with other models?

SA: Sometime, but sometimes it can be stressful and dramatic. I also am a little self conscious and sometimes I can be a bit picky with who I shoot with.

DC: Is it a personal or business decision for you not to do any hardcore?

SA: Both, on the personal level I don’t have sex with men that I don’t have any feelings for. I’ve had sex with less than 10 men in my whole life. On a business level there just isn’t enough money in BBW porn for me to ruin my morals for lol.

DC: So what all do you do with Hard Ten Productions besides your website?

SA: I do almost all the photography for all the models, I also design about half the sites, we have a second webmaster as well and she’s much better at graphics than I am ha.

DC: What do you look for in a prospective model for Hard Ten?

SA: Well I have learned from experience that big tits sell lol but I also look for a girl that wants to be a webmodel and wants to promote and interact with her fans.

DC: What is your fave part of the job or the part you think you are best at?

SA: I love taking pictures, I love looking sexy and making other girls look sexy, I also love doing graphics and photoshop.

DC: On the flip side, what is/are the major frustration(s) you’ve encountered on the job?

SA: The emotional side of the job, I get attached to the girls and sometimes they aren’t satisfied and leave. Sometimes they are alot of drama as well and it can be stressful. I’m not a good dictator.

DC: What’s your take on fan interaction with models, be it online or in person?

SA: I think it’s a huge part of being a successful webmodel. I don’t interact as much as I’d like because frankly I just don’t have the time but it’s my New Year’s resolution to start being better about responding to all my mail. The fans are what we do it for.

DC: How do you see the BBW niche of the industry these days…healthy or challenged?

SA: Hmm I think there is an abundance of BBW websites right now but not many of them update well or continue to interact with the community. It seems as if a new site pops up every week but one seems to become invisible as well. The average life of a site is probably only a year.

DC: What do you like to do on the rare occasion you have some free time?

SA: I love to be a tourist in historical cities, I love to learn, and I also like to take pictures of things other than vaginas

DC: Do you have a set timetable in mind for when you’re no longer in front of the camera?

SA: No I don’t really, right now I don’t have much to fall back on and it’s pretty much my career and not a hobby so hopefully I will be at it awhile.

DC: Will you still be involved in the industry behind the scenes, do you think?

SA: I don’t know how long I will do solo girl sites but I’m sure I will be a part of the industry for a long time to come.

DC: What advice would you give to any new models just starting out?

SA: It’s not easy money, be sure it’s something you really want to do before you jump into it. There are a lot of effects that come out such as family finding out or a job firing you because of a website, you’ll never become rich from it so you need to evaluate how much it may mean to you first.

DC: Is there anything you’d like to pass along to your legions of admirers?

SA: Hmm.. well even though I take my clothes off for a living I’m not easy and not a whore, I have feelings and I really try to realize the feelings of all my fans as well. They are really important to me and make me feel extremely special. Oh and don’t let girls take advantage of you, if you give gifts and money to them make sure it’s because you want to and because you like them.

DC: I think you’ll like this final question I have for you: Who are you taking in the Super Bowl, Packers or Steelers?

SA: I’m hoping for the Packers to win. I hate the Steelers lol.

DC: Always a pleasure talking to you, Angel…and definitely keep doing what you’re doing.

SA: Well I hope it’s all the answers you were looking for and you enjoy reading. Thanks, Don Carlos

Make sure and catch Shameless Angel on her new webcam sites: www.justbbwcams.com and www.niteflirt.com.

I’ve never really thought I have a fetish, I like many weird things and so much turns me on but I always think high heels and vinyl are just something I like and I spend alot of money on lol. But to some people it is their fetish. I recently had a fan that asked me how kinky I would be on webcam. Now I’m pretty kinky and I’ll do alot as far as anal and masturbation and such, so I asked what he wanted that was considered kinky. He then asked me if I had some high heels. Heels of course I have heels, probably about 30 pairs. I tossed about 15 pair onto the bed and asked which ones he liked. My favorites are my red platform heels so I put them on and he wanted another pair. By this time I know that the fetish is heels and feet. He picked out my super cute pair of wooden bottom white 4 inch heels and he asked me to suck on the heels. I took the heel in my hands and ran my tongue across the heel and as I watched myself doing it on webcam I felt a tinge of excitement come across me and I found it to be really hot. He asked me to suck it like I’d suck a cock, well I was already getting excited and as you may know I love sucking cock and it makes me extremely excited so I began sucking the heel with the same vigor I do when I suck a cock. I began getting into it and moaning a little bit. Then he asked me to rub my clit with the heel. I rubbed my nipples with my fingers and rubbed my pussy lips with my other hand before rubbing my wet clit with the heel of my shoe. I then slowly insert the heel into my juicy pussy and began fucking myself. It felt so good to have something inside me. I’m moaning and fucking myself harder and harder. He then asks me to insert the other shoe. I oblige and stick the other heel inside of me. It’s a little harder to fuck myself with two shoes but I’m really going to to try.  So I’m fucking myself and the shoes are clinking together and it just doesn’t feel as good as only one heel sliding deep inside of me so I flip over and ride one of the shoes. My ass looks amazing on webcam bouncing on top of the heel of my shoe. I’m rubbing my nipples and sucking on the other shoe. I actually feel like I’m going to cum. I’m feeling really hot. I run my finger over my clit a few good times and burst into an orgasm. I spend a few seconds panting and then licking the cum off the heel. This may just be a new fetish for me, I was really into it. I actually masturbated on my high heels for a video for my website. I can’t wait til you see it and you can decide if it’s hot or not. Here are a few pictures for a preview. Enjoy

For some reason this year the holiday season doesn’t really seem like the holiday season. I’m sure many of you feel the same way I do. Every year I’m super excited to get the tree up and take sexy pictures in cute little Christmas outfits. This year I haven’t even put the tree up and we are in the second week of December and I’ve only taken one set of holiday pics. Wow am I behind. I did take the time to enter a holiday contest at Freak Daddy’s. So make sure you stop by and vote for me best photo in the contest. This is the picture I submitted, it’s always been one of my favs just because it’s fun!

Here are a few more just for shits and giggles Hopefully they may help you get into the holiday spirit a bit more

It’s been months since I’ve posted. I’m not really sure why I neglect my blog at times when I really love the way the release that it gives me makes me feel. Maybe it’s because I haven’t been sad much lately. I usually write at my best when I’m feeling at my worst. Funny how life works that way. Perhaps that’s why so many artists and poets were severely depressed lol. Many times I don’t know where to draw the line between what’s porn and what’s me so I just don’t blog. I put so much time and effort not only in my website but in all the other sites I do as well. It’s funny how much producing porn has changed me. I’ve found myself sitting down to pee with the door wide open or when someone is in the bathroom only to realize by their strange look that that isn’t normal. Or even changing clothes and just getting naked in front of someone. It’s hard to comprehend that it’s offensive to some people and it’s just not something that everyone is used to. I’ve been two inches from erect penises and been up close and personal and it doesn’t phase me or even seem the slightest bit sexual. Sometimes I worry I’ll become one of those people that has to keep trying new and different things just to get that excitement from sex. I’m not to that point yet, the slight feeling of a finger running down my thigh or a breath of air brushing against my ear still makes my toes curl but that fear is still there. My mind is racing 90 to nothing, that’s the problem with taking so long to blog that I have too much to talk about. It’s time to rest my thoughts. I’ll tell you more about what’s going on in my life this week.

Poem I wrote a long time ago, don’t judge me lol:

You told me you loved me and then took it back.
That was the first blow that made the first crack.
My heart has been broken a few times before.
But I’m sure you’ll destroy it a hundred times more.
Loving you felt reckless and dumb,
But ignoring you made my heart numb.
Right now you can’t love me the way that I need.
If my heart were my tears it surely would bleed.
I’m afraid to love too little and I’m afraid to love too much.
I’m empty without you and lonely for your touch.
You captured me so easy, I gave in and I fell.
Our love was a secret that I couldn’t wait to tell.
That may never happen, you may lose all hope.
My heart will lie shattered and never again cope.
I’m holding on tightly please don’t let me go.
This is me begging and pleading, I’ve reached a new low.
If you release my heart will never be the same.
You’ll destroy it completely, you’ll be to blame.

Sorry I’ve been away so long, I’ve been in a writers funk lately. I guess I just need something to write about that’s interesting to my readers. I like many different things and I especially love sports. I recently created a sports blog because I was attending so many sporting events and I spend a big chunk of my time reading ESPN and yahoo sports. I didn’t think many people would be that interested in it but if you’d like to check it out it’s at www.lovetoknowsports.com I also got my ass in gear and redid all of plumppages.com. You have to check it out, I worked hard on it and I think it looks great. You will have to stop by there and check it out and leave me a comment or two. I am giving a contest soon giving away lingerie to some plus sized ladies that want to be part of the action on the blog. I will be alot more active!

Sometimes I feel like I’ve fallen into a huge hole of a stereotype that I’ll never be able to climb out of. I knew when I started taking naked pics that I’d be put into certain categories and there would be people that wanted to have nothing to do with me. I never figured that once I started taking naked pics that if I showed any other facets of my life it may turn people off to me. Sometimes it feels like people find me worthless and only good for naked pics. Just having a bad week.

Happy 4th of July check out some sexy sirens all dressed up to celebrate their independence!

When was the last time that you thanked someone?

I thought about this today and immediately felt saddened. I’ve thanked people for letting me stay at their house and I’ve thanked people for saying nice things to me but I haven’t felt completely thankful in a long time or even stopped to think about how thankful I was for something. Sometimes I think like thank you is similar to I love you. Often used but not always felt. It becomes a habit, we don’t think about why we are thankful or why it really means anything to us we just say it because it’s polite and we are supposed to. In reality I’m thankful for everything I have, I just want to feel passionately when I thank someone. I tried to think about the last time my heart felt overwhelmed to thank someone recently. Nothing really came to mind. I’m going to stop and think next time I say thank you, smile and really feel the emotion of what I’m saying. Have you thanked anyone recently? I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for reading my blog and making me feel like my mind is worth something. This blog may be used for promotion of my website much of the time but it provides a much needed outlet and a place for me to feel appreciated at times so thank you!

My Plumper magazine has been out for quite some time now and they were some of my favorite pics I’ve ever taken. Most likely because my hair and makeup was professionally done lol. I loved the pics so much that I asked if I could have a few of them for my website and website only. I was told I’d have to buy them for 150$ which was not much less than what I’d been paid to shoot them. Not only did I only get paid a little and for one set of photos they used my photoset in 3 different magazine. I know it’s legal because I signed a contract with the company and not just the magazine but why wouldn’t you pay someone a little more for new and original content? They have also started putting the content on a website called www.plumpersandbw.com. I’m sure the photos and videos are all high quality since they are meant to be distributed for a magazine but I just wished they would have mentioned that they were going to use the content on another website. So if you do decide to join. Make sure you join through my affiliate lol so I make a little money Anyway I came across some of my pictures from the spread that are also on the magazine and I couldn’t wait to share them with you!.